You deleted me on facebook. Hahah. I know exactly what that means. I’m also starting to think I should just forget totally. I may. A dream made me wake up. You were in it. I always remember calling you because of these dreams. Oh, well.
That’s the funny thing about it.. When it first starts out it’s a whole new feeeling; freedom! Get to do whatever you want. Etc.
It’s all fun and games at first.
But then it hits you. Like a brick fucking wall.
& thats when you realize you need them/miss them/want them more than anything.
Because it’s when you finally get the cold shriking realization.